Tuesday, September 9, 2008

The Control Freaks Are Out Of Control

THE CITY MANAGER AT 1-580-535-2116
REPORT-officer's
GoodwinBG- NUMBER( 204)
AndOfficer KeiskerBG-NUMBER ( 234)

Saturday, July 5, 2008

♥The News♥

My Sister calls this morning:
I, diden't answer
I, knew it was bad news cuz she never calls
and the 4th was yesterday and I'm away from the kids
and family..
I got up and put on the coffee.
knowing that when i make that return call,
its going to change my life.
ever get a life changen call??
Don said he knew something was up when she called his number.
Omy...
I, make the call
she's at work.
gotta love her stright to the point type person.
Crystal is dead!! she said.
I, said huh
Crystal Walker Is Dead.
lil D
found her...
that my bro sent me a e-mail to tell me (witch i never got)
but she coulden't let that happen.
It Broke me down.
After the post I, made yesterday.
I, don't regret my post.
I regret her and my brother left there son as a orphan.
that they chose drugs as pose to any thing for there only son.
my brother lives across the street said his step son was slippen in
around 2a.m woke him up.
He seen the police and the hurst over at her house.
from what i gather she, lil D and her friends had been at the river
riden 4wheelers partying and she diden't fell to good and left and went home.
later in the evening her room mate and lil D went home.
lil D went to wake his mother
To Find her dead...
he comes out tells the room mate they go in and see's she is dead.
and calls the police...
This is shocking news to me.
my brother get's up and gose over there to find out whats going on asking were lil D is???
crystals mother had come and got him.
Audie dosent think she wants him and will tire of him soon and will drop him off at his house..
Audie said the police treated it as a crime sceen.
vido typed all inside of the house.
her body was sent to okc for a ortopsy.
but apears to be a overdose.
crystal and damon my brother all ways said that lil D would go to Audie.
I Pray crystals mother dosent fight me on this matter.
the lil boy has been through Enough!!!
to louse both parents in a 6th mounth span.
Audie went on to tell me, that lil D has the same desise they had.
I, don't know what that is.
I'm sure ill be hearing more as time gose on.
Audie said the news did not saprize him one bit.
true she was on a down hill slide.
but it came as a shock to me.
I'm sorry that she never tryed to get to know Damon's family.
we loved her simply becuz he loved her.
no other reason.
No other reason nessery.
I don't think she killed her self on perpouse.
over weight, lotta drugs, the heat, the stress all combined.
what I, have to say to her family that ive never met.
when your saying your last good byes
think of how you treated me.
Shouting fucken grow up
you shouted to me in my deepest grife-
You Barred me, from my own brother's funral.
Think of me, how would you feel if i had a cop buddie-
that could tell you.
You gotta go now or go to Jail.
I'm sure your not giving me nor my brother any thought
what so ever.
ill remind you with the flowers I send.
This is not over.
This dose not in any way ease my pain.
I, don't take no satfiachashion in this.
in any form.
Other than I, cryed to Jesus Christ and he heard my cry.
I, pray every night the preacher that held my brother's service
wakes to my cry every time he closes his eyes.
even if it be for a short nap.
till he finds me, to say he was sorry for my pain.
How could you not be touched at such a time.
I, was Broken Still Broken had no shame in showing my grife.
Still no shame in my grife.
I'd lost my baby...
And them officers had tossed me out of his funral.
For the love of Jesus Christ Almighty.
That was WRONG!!!!
I still Cry and Pray Everyday...
till i'm justafied
Amen.

Thursday, July 3, 2008

May The

May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind always be at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face,
and rains fall soft upon your fields.
And until we meet again,
May God hold you in the palm of His hand.

Me Janie

I gotta be Me!
Everyone else was already taken!

Love begins with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
Ends with a teardrop

Some people are like slinkies. Not really good for anything but they bring a smile to your face when you push them down a flight of stairs!!!

Friday, June 27, 2008

4th Of July Memories





My Brother snuk out to bring his son to my house
Everybody mimbers that-
The big Amer alert
The big "REWARD"
NOW
I'm happy crystal showed her ass
cuz big D & lil D
stayed aweek with me:
he ended up going back to her.
usaly its the woman being abused by the man.
not in my brother's case-
He was abused by his woman till the day he died.
After he pastaway she was still
Competly Disrespectful
Never showed him any respect of any kind.
It dident hurt me as much as it did my poor ol ants
being tossed out of his funral
my spirit had told me not to go!!
I could of fought that buriel in cort he could still be on ice waiteing for the judge to desided
were HE key word He
wonted to be buried.
I felt that was throughing good money out for bad.
I ask GOD everyday
to make swift his vengance:
Over the hurt and pain this person has cuzed me and my family.
vengance is mine say's the Lord of Host.
And I, watch and waite for it.
AMEN
Big lil Sis
•:*:•Big-D•:*:•
•:*:•little-D•:*:•
I LOVE YOU!!
Me-Janie

Thursday, June 26, 2008

Crupt Officals

Friday, December 21, 2007

Another Crooked Cop
Not fallowering the law..just maken up as they go along...BOTTEM LINE I, FEEL ASULTED BY THESE'S 2OFFICER'S!!THEY HAD NO RIGHT TO EMBRASS ME AND REFUSE MEATTENDING MY BROTHER'S GRAVE SIDE SERVICE!!!I WOULDEN'T WISH THIS ON A LIVING PERSON-WE ARE STILL IN AMERICA-I HAVE THE FREEDOM OF SPECH-IF THIS CAN HAPPEN TO ME--WELL IT CAN HAPPEN TO YOU.I'M PROTESTING GRANITE, OKLASPEND NO $$$$$$ THERE...I PROTEST THE GREER FUNERAL HOMEIT TOOK A PRETTY COLD PERSON ESTABLISHMENT TO DO WHAT THEY DID TO ME....READ HIS OWN PAPPER PRECEDED IN DEATH BY MOTHER/FARTHER/BROTHER....LEAVEN ME THE OLDEST MY SISTER AND OUR LAST BROTHER.... THEM BROTHERS LIVED RIGHT ACROSS THE STREET FROM ONE ANOTHER-AND HE WASEN'T ABLE TO ATTEND OUR BROTHERS SERVICE- DUE TO A BARNEY PHIFE TYPE COP-THEY HAVE ALREADY RECIVED A FEW CALLSFROM WITTNESSES THAT WERE PRESENT AND WILL TO TESTIFIE IN CORT-IN MY HEART I WANT TO JUST LET IT GO.BUT WHEN IS IT TO MUCH..WE ARE LOUSEN OUR FREEDOMS!!!!!!!!!CALL THE CITY MANAGER AT 1-580-535-2116REPORT-officer's GoodwinBG- NUMBER( 204)AndOfficer KeiskerBG-NUMBER ( 234)if your a friend of mine and feel you know my "person" well enough to say...i'd never evan heald a gun much less have a bullett.... what could i do with one if i had one ....i draw a blank:were do ya buy'm... i may carry a bullett from now on.. lol lol wtf-first thing monday i will be seeking a lawyer- to find out...i started reciving hate mails last night... i opend one- not the restive made no replyies-i'm feeling dead and a lil bewilderd....really.ill recover thank you for all your saport sincerly janie cox